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I found out that the NY team was not registered in the competition…. Super awkward when we were there -…- and now, only I’m registered and otw to bedok stadium by myself -…- it’s been a bad day already

Haiz, forgot do alot of admin staff before the competition, lots of things going haywire all over the place. Tmr is my last competition for the year, no more, too much aggro and tiredness in one competition. Peace….

Hi, it’s been 2 days already, since I last posted ‘+-1’ Anyway, I’ve thought about what to post today. :D: Optimism and Pessimism.

 By dictionary definition, Optimism is a disposition or tendency to look on the more favorable side of events or conditions and to expect the most favorable outcome while Pessimism is the tendency to see, anticipate, or emphasize only bad or undesirable outcomes, results, conditions, problems, etc.

 Clearly, after being in JC for approximately 5 months, I’ve begun to see what sort of person I am, a pessimistic one. Many have told me that I was a pessimistic individual and well, I think that is true. But truth to be told, I don’t necessarily think that pessimism is bad as it is what that fuels my drive to want to do well in the JC life. I’ve come to understand that at times, it is bad(Especially when it comes to talking to others), but it is necessary(When it comes to ‘drive’ of course). However, optimism once in a while isn’t too bad, it makes me smile once in a while haha :D

 But ironically, despite all that I’ve said, I’ve come to despise optimistic people. Its not due to personal reasons but say, but optimistic people tend to over-estimate their abilities, which pale in comparison to many others. In fact, I would like to say that they brag, about how good they are, when they’re not. In fact, sometimes, their optimism manifest(Yes, I’m using manifest) into over-optimism, its just like pride manifesting into arrogance. I simply can’t stand over-optimism as it makes people lazy and incompetent. 

 Haha, this is just my take on optimism and pessimism.

 Anyway, my life is still as boring as ever, but I’m getting prata today :DDDDD. No one’s probably reading this, It’s just a personal diary -…-, so don’t hate on me. 

I seriously feel that I’m playing way too much and promos are in like 50 days. G.G LOL. Hahah, I think I gonna gg for midyears. Btw, I’ve been watching an anime recently, its called Sword Art Online, really cool anime, watch it! :D Thats all of my boring, computer-centric day. LOL :D Now conferencing with Benn nao :D

Hi, I’ve recently undergo a lot over the period that I was gone. I’m really sorry for not being active in my posting. 

I’m going to slowly open myself up again. I think many fail to understand my emotions when it comes down to it.

First and foremost, I find it difficult to express my opinions in my blog since everyone is so mainstream. They want to hear from their “morally right” perspective when it is not necessarily right but only their perspective of things and how they wish to see it as. Hence, it is difficult for me to express myself. 

Secondly, I’ve been called a mugger or something like that and everyone expects the world out of me. I’m actually not really that good but they are thinking the world out of me. It actually pains me when people establish me as a mugger and think highly of me when I would eventually fail to live up to their expectations.

I find it difficult to express myself when people find it distrust my words. But I make an oath that whatever I post here is a reflection of my true emotions. It hurts when no one believes whatever that I’m saying and pass it off with a “Lie!~ Mocking Me~” LOL.

JC life is not as tantalising as it should be. In fact, it tastes bitter, where everyday is like a day in the corporate world where competition is widespread, despite how hard people try to hide it….

Haiz…. sorry for digressing or simply put, pmsing, but its like a whirlwind of emotions in my head right now and I simply want to pen it down. Don’t judge me or pretend that you know me just because you’ve read this. :D

Friends, the irony

youknowyourefromsingaporewhen:

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sesamestreet:

Any resemblance to Justin Bieber or one of his songs is completely… well, it’s entirely intentional.  Obviously.

And there is also an elephant in the video.

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sotong-on-stick:

HAHAHA HAVOC!!!!

It’s been a pretty long time since I’ve actually had the time to stop and ponder about “life”. Yeah, mainly due to 2 factors:
1. Too tired to think about something so complicated
2. Stuck up with other “stuff”

Yeah, so now, I will rant about every child’s dream.
Children are very innocent, especially when it comes to their aspirations. Generally, all children would want their parents to praise them whenever they have done something good or rather, had good intentions. Yeah, being a middle child, I was either forsaken by others when they tend to my brother or neglected when it comes to my sister. I’ve hardly receives praises from my aunts or uncles and most of them probably won’t take me out for shopping or whatsoever. It really hurt when they said things to insult me and pretended that I didn’t feel offended. Well, I do but I don’t express them. Why? Because I’m afraid that I might be further reprimanded by them for disrespecting an elderly or something( adults’ triumph card to any argument). It’s surprising how I’ve felt when I looked back. Yes, I still feel resentment but I probably won’t express it them, because they are still probably under the impression that I lack a hypothalamus. All I wanted was a phrase from the famous Hancock movie, ‘good job’ which is so hard to obtain.
Thus, I pretty much have a distorted childhood, full of resentment to the extent that my dreams are only to propagate further emotions of happiness for myself, and not for others!

Yeah, most of you would probably disagree with me on this and may be scrutinise my twisted impression of dreams, but I hold true to my stand.