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Hi, I’ve recently undergo a lot over the period that I was gone. I’m really sorry for not being active in my posting. 

I’m going to slowly open myself up again. I think many fail to understand my emotions when it comes down to it.

First and foremost, I find it difficult to express my opinions in my blog since everyone is so mainstream. They want to hear from their “morally right” perspective when it is not necessarily right but only their perspective of things and how they wish to see it as. Hence, it is difficult for me to express myself. 

Secondly, I’ve been called a mugger or something like that and everyone expects the world out of me. I’m actually not really that good but they are thinking the world out of me. It actually pains me when people establish me as a mugger and think highly of me when I would eventually fail to live up to their expectations.

I find it difficult to express myself when people find it distrust my words. But I make an oath that whatever I post here is a reflection of my true emotions. It hurts when no one believes whatever that I’m saying and pass it off with a “Lie!~ Mocking Me~” LOL.

JC life is not as tantalising as it should be. In fact, it tastes bitter, where everyday is like a day in the corporate world where competition is widespread, despite how hard people try to hide it….

Haiz…. sorry for digressing or simply put, pmsing, but its like a whirlwind of emotions in my head right now and I simply want to pen it down. Don’t judge me or pretend that you know me just because you’ve read this. :D

Friends, the irony

youknowyourefromsingaporewhen:

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sesamestreet:

Any resemblance to Justin Bieber or one of his songs is completely… well, it’s entirely intentional.  Obviously.

And there is also an elephant in the video.

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sotong-on-stick:

HAHAHA HAVOC!!!!

It’s been a pretty long time since I’ve actually had the time to stop and ponder about “life”. Yeah, mainly due to 2 factors:
1. Too tired to think about something so complicated
2. Stuck up with other “stuff”

Yeah, so now, I will rant about every child’s dream.
Children are very innocent, especially when it comes to their aspirations. Generally, all children would want their parents to praise them whenever they have done something good or rather, had good intentions. Yeah, being a middle child, I was either forsaken by others when they tend to my brother or neglected when it comes to my sister. I’ve hardly receives praises from my aunts or uncles and most of them probably won’t take me out for shopping or whatsoever. It really hurt when they said things to insult me and pretended that I didn’t feel offended. Well, I do but I don’t express them. Why? Because I’m afraid that I might be further reprimanded by them for disrespecting an elderly or something( adults’ triumph card to any argument). It’s surprising how I’ve felt when I looked back. Yes, I still feel resentment but I probably won’t express it them, because they are still probably under the impression that I lack a hypothalamus. All I wanted was a phrase from the famous Hancock movie, ‘good job’ which is so hard to obtain.
Thus, I pretty much have a distorted childhood, full of resentment to the extent that my dreams are only to propagate further emotions of happiness for myself, and not for others!

Yeah, most of you would probably disagree with me on this and may be scrutinise my twisted impression of dreams, but I hold true to my stand.

It seems like a week since I’ve slept this well :D

Anyway the biology paper was disastrous :0 and to top that off, I didn’t complete the paper

Probably going to pack my room today :\

It’s nearing the end of prelim 3 and soon to come, is the dreaded o levels…

Well, just to start things off, the papers haven’t been rather merciful on me, I’m probably not going to do well this time… Despite how unreal this may seem to the extremely minuscule minority who think otherwise, yes, I’m gonna do badly :[

Anyway, it’s bio tmr, Mrs chew said that it would be a killer, damnnn… G.G

Oh my gosh, I’m really getting more and more tired. :0 tmr’s prelim 3 and I’m already down for the count :

Gosh, so tired :0 it didn’t really feel like a holiday for me. Oh well…. It’s a good thing night is no longer than hot :D can probably have a good night worth of sleep now haha